Makes me happy!

Rain, it’s that simple. Rain. When I hear it my body instantly unwinds. When I see it, my mind comes into a trance. As I feel it, I begin to sense more freedom, rejuvenation and liberation. When I smell it coming forth I get myself home as quickly as I can. To watch it, hearContinue reading “Makes me happy!”

How

How did I get here? This body. It is stretched, curved and elongated in ways I don’t understand. I see the silhouette of the body I now have but even that I can not stand. Squish, squeeze, tug, pull, cover, hide but I still know inside. I am not what you see. How did IContinue reading “How”

Unknown

She is beautiful. Very pretty. Did you hear she is athletic too? No, I thought she was a brainiac. Just really smart and pretty. She doesn’t talk much hu? No. Look at her posture she sits straight up. How is it that she looks like a porcelain doll? So, flawless. I wonder what she thinksContinue reading “Unknown”

The truth

I didn’t say that. No I didn’t do that and that never came out of my mouth. I’ve given all my life up for you. I did this for you. I wasn’t talking about you I was talking about me. I work my arse off, so if I want to throw my close on theContinue reading “The truth”

Toast

Thank you all for coming tonight. I know you. Would have much preferred to sit at home, in your favorite couch and with a book. As most of us would want. Yet, you are here. Let’s raise our glass to you. Our success is in the minds of each one of us. Cling – clingContinue reading “Toast”

That thing

I’m assuming you want to know about that thing I did. Oh hoping you remember who I am. Maybe after I explain that thing. Then you will recognize me. Well It was two thousand and ten. I was lost both figuratively and physically. Some how I ended up at a tattoo parlor after my NoonaContinue reading “That thing”

Chant

Drumming, I hear it! Who on earth would be drumming at three in the morning? Humming, now they are humming. What next! Why do I always have to wake up at this time. And how is it that’s something weird usually happens. Every night and I’m still amazed. I guess I just hope for oneContinue reading “Chant”

Can I ?

Reoccurring thoughts playing in my head. Broken records suddenly being pieced together. One by one with the dollar store hot glue. Hoping that at least they can look good. Can I just be honest? May I be myself. That genuine, raw, bare, naked and blunt self. Can I just grow into who I am.. CanContinue reading “Can I ?”

Unfortunately

Fortunately you found me! Although I didn’t want to be found. I am grateful you rescued me. Even though I didn’t ask to be. Excitedly, you came to me. Right when I was ready to conquer my fear. Wonderfully you waltz into my life. When I was about to finally make it. Gracefully you clungContinue reading “Unfortunately”